I think I'm doing okay

Hey anyone who reads this blog (I hope that there is someone who read my blog), I am doing really good lately. I mean, today I'm in the weird mood when I don't know in what kind of mood am I, but that's better than being sad. I really don't do anything that will allow me to grow, but maybe I'm going to change that. I would like to write a little bit more here, I have time but I'm busy watching Supernatural so I kind of postponed doing stuff that will help me. I don't think that I suffer or have ever suffered from depression or any kind of mental illness, but puberty and anxiety has done a lot of changes in my life. I am a completely different person from the one I was three years ago. I'm not looking forward to becoming that person again. I want to be focused on stuff that are happening now. There is too much stress and I kind of don't think about that stuff right now. I'm in my final year of high school and I need to figure out what I would like to study. But, let's not focus about that things. I mean yeah, my future is important to me, but being satisfied with myself is a much of a big deal. First, I need to love myself and then I will focus about college. I would like to improve my physical appearance because I don't really like how I look. I know that this is stupid, but I think that I would really like to look like a person my age and not 5 years younger. I'm thinking of making a blog about my town, about little shops, coffee bars, antique stores, abandoned places.. I am interested in that stuff and I would really like to start a blog about it. Let me know what you think in comments. Really, if anyone reads this please comment, because I would like to know if anyone really reads this crap about myself.