I don't think I will have this blog anymore, I don't even think I am making enough effort into this because I am lazy and I don't know what to say. I will probably make new blog after a while, but I need to calm down a little bit. I want to do so many things, but firstly, I need to figure out what am I going to do after high school. I need to decide that in a month, so I will probably be nervous about that and about school, but I need to calm down and figure that out, because my future depends on it and even though I feel so awful, I need to do this. After I figure that out, I will put myself in the first place. I will work hardly on myself, because I want to be a better person, physically and mentally and I hope I will make this work.

My New Year's resolutions will be:
- to be happy and satisfied with who I am, because I am tired and exhausted and I need to start thinking about myself finally
- to do Yoga at least 5 times a week for half an hour because I want to be and feel better about myself
- to meditate
- to fix my grades because they are awful and I need to study more
- to finally figure out what I'm going to do after high school
- to travel more because even though I don't have the money to travel outside my country, I can at least save money to travel inside, there are many places I can visit, so why not?!
- to have better relationships with my friend and with my family because lately I don't feel like I'm making a god job
- to read more books
- to write more, to write anywhere, online, in notebooks, diary, to write little notes, literally anything